You will be fine Mummy



Thursday
10.05am.

I hate it when I get bullied just because I'm a lady
I hate it when those idiotic ill-breed ppl bully a lady
I hate it just because they have more ppl
I hate it just that they are way bigger size than me
I hate it when they are so not ashame of themselves
I hate it cause they are so irritating
I even hate it when they said I look like a kid!

I was waiting for a parking lot and when I finally got a lot, wanna make my way to do the parking, this damm lorry just park it way fast in. Obviously I was pissed. Went over and talk to them so eventually they are irritating, we quarreled.

Perhaps I'm not in a state of mind but I admire my courage to actually quarreled with them.
When I went over trying to make sense with them, the damm driver said "oh is it? I didn't see you perhaps you're too small that I didn't even see a human inside the car" So a fat bitch beside the driver open her mouth. I couldn't help to scold so much of god damm language which I think this is the so much god damm language I used throughout my 21yrs of living in this world.

In fact I'm those kind of person wouldn't bother much so usually if this issue or anything occur, I would either walk or drive away. I've no idea what's on my mind at that point of time but all I know is that I wanna see Mummy


I hate it when my mind is totally in a mess now
I hate it when I'm not even concentrating when I'm driving
I hate it when I'm facing all this stuff
I hate it when my mind is not functioning and I need to drive
I hate it when I step on accelerator, the car is not moving but to realise I forget to start my engine.
I hate it when I keep getting horn by those drivers when the traffic is green
I hate it when I don't even know I was at the wrong way until I saw the word Jurong

I don't know what to do but to just keep on tearing
Even I heard mummy's voice I feel sour in my heart

I'm sorry to rant all over in this post but my mum is in the hospital
I totally can't get the right mind to do anything

I need a warm tight hug.
)':

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Ok, I'm done.


I saw the same kitty lying outside the lift door but as I walked closer it ran away and disappear.
Same thing happen just now when I came back home
It seems like the little kitty know that I'm coming back((:

It's raining now and I'm going to bed
Night night

I don't know what to type nowwwwwww @ 4.13am
My brain is empty
My brain cells is dead
I'm tired but my whole body still functioning and my eyes ain't closing
Can I announce that my brain is dead?

Dear brain, you're tired from those running,
I know. I know what you are thinking, I know why you have been running.
Be good, have a rest and stop running anymore
Cause Ann is tired

I don't know what am I doing but I ate super alot today.
I'm WAS on a healthy diet and I tell myself to slim it off before school start cause Bangkok and Malacca trip make me gain fucking 4kg of fats.
I swim like ALOT last week and tell me I will stop eating tmr onwards but I doubt I can.

I had bar chor mee, oyster egg, dumpling soup, curry noodles, french toast, some noodles again
Actually why must I stop eating?!
Ok, on a lighter note to make myself feel better
I think is okay to eat and get fat now HAHA

Cause....

I don't have a boyfriend so he won't bug me to swim with him
I don't have a boyfriend so he won't be able to hug my fats
I don't have a boyfriend so he won't complain I eat alot
I don't have a boyfriend so he won't die when he piggyback me

Alright. I change my mind now
EAT ONLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

(((:

I'm keeping myself super busy this week.
So once school start I will be even busy, yay!
I can't wait for school to start
I can't wait to face something challenging when we receive our final assignment



Tues - Meet Aloy for lunch, Tou for dinner
Wed - Zoo with Monkey, Dinner with Tim
Thurs - ?
Fri - Forgotttt
Sat - Z. (Tim and Don's birthday)
Sun - REST

OIE!

I'm over at tou's place now.
We are lying side by side like this --> | - |
This is what I told Kendrik without C when he ask how to show side by side on msn
HAHAHAHAHA!

My dear Szeli. I think you will remember this jelly bean
Booooooooo

We are both wearing ugly pyjamas/spects/ etc..
OK. We are going to bed
Night Night


I LIKETOMAKEMYSELFBELIEVETHATPLANETEARTHTURNSLOWLYYYY

All I could say is "I'm sorry"
My fault, my bad for not knowing/moving..

I waited the whole day but nothing from you at all and I don't know what's the meaning for leaving things with me but I will keep it for you.
Now I understand and it explain the cold shoulder.
Really sweet, thanks. And even the everyday good morning tgt with a silly face text
Likewise we're complicated that's all I could say

Somehow I wouldn't deny that I felt something when you said..
"Take good care of yourself k, i'm flying off soon"

BYE.

HAPPY NEW YR, 2010!

WEDNESDAY @ z

If you realised almost all the pictures they took I'm talking on the phone.
HAHA but I don't think I remember who's the person on the line!

THURSDAY, NEW YR EVE @ ECP.
Although is such a simple countdown but I rly enjoy myself with the girls, Szeli and Shipei
We headed over to Marina Barrage at 1st but it was fully packed so we change of plan to ECP
We were hungry so we went to Carl's Jr and the beach for moon tanning.

It was my 1st time to rly count down for a new yr.
All I can say is that is rly romantic at the beach for moon tanning haha!

After which I headed over to Thomson and find Guang, Poh and Heng.
They were so super funny yesterday. Guang called me secretly to ask me for rescue.
A pity I had to leave for elsewhere if not I definitely will join them for more laughter!(:

FRIDAY
This is Shawn's kitty new toy.
Kitty is so afraid of this tiny little hamster/mouse
So adorable right!

Okay, this is the funniest part.
I just found out today and no wonder I keep thinking Shawn has a v familiar face to me

Shawn's mum and my mum are friends.
Shawn's brother and I are kindergarden mates
Shawn and I are friends

How amazing is that and the world is so small!
HAHAHAHAHA

I feel bad when..
I feel bad when I'm...
I feel even bad when I think....

Whatever.

Today is the last day of the yr.
I woke up and I text Thomas cause is his birthday today and I will never forget(:
I totally can remember what/where I am last and last last yr of today

All I can say is that 2009 is such a dramatic yr for me
Oh well forget the past and I'm moving on tgt with yr 2010!
New yr, new start, new life

2010 is such an exciting life I can say
I'm looking for my graduation, showcase, holiday and my 21st birthday!
After that I'm so gonna stepping into working life. OOOOMGGG!

Ann gonna work hard(:
Likewise I'm so glad with my beloved friends ard me.
LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE



I couldn't believe I could be so brave.
At least it totally clear my doubts now(:

Catch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 yesterday over at Cine.
It was such a simple yet enjoyable hilarious movie that make us giggle throughout
I couldn't believe I've been watching movies ever since I came back from Bkk
Movies rly kill times especially that almost 3hrs duration of Avatar show

Woke up at 2pm, sign in msn, checked fb, played poker etc..
After 2 hrs I felt sleepy and I head off to bed again.
After 2 hrs I'm blogging now

This picture is so cute!
Was skyping with monkey and he took a picture of Phebe.
She's so playful and naughty!

Conversation with Ham is ultra funny.

Ham : "Ann. I'm bored, come meet us for dinner at the market"
Ann : "Haha my mum cooked alrdy luh! Never say earlier !@#$%^&*"
Ham : " Haha I just done having sex, that's why"
Ann : "HAHAHAHAHA"
Ham : "Kidding luh, no sex but blowjob only"
Ann : " HORRRR! -.-"
Ham : "Hahahahahahah"

Ham, you make my day man. I couldn't stop laughing at your reply
CLASSIC MAX!

All I could say is Sorry?